The Fear Of A New Job

Over the last few years I knew I would have to look for a new job. Having brain surgery and still being on medication for seizures left me with anxiety of applying for jobs. Although I have been unhappy where I currently work there has always been a comfort of working there. I love the …

Where Does The Time Go?

I hit 50 a while back. As I sit here thinking back, I barely remember my 40's, I'm not sure where they went. When my grandparents and older family members would say life flies by the older you get I just thought it was something to say. Honestly they were right. When I think back …

Trying To Write

Do you ever have good intentions of writing something every day or at least every week? I have been trying to sit down and write something for this blog at least once a week. I have been failing miserably. I think part of the problem is I am still a little unsure of where I …

Cataract Surgery – Cool But Weird

Last week I had cataract surgery on one of my eyes. I tried to put it off as long as possible because I'm really not that old, but my eye Dr decided it was time. He had been watching it for a couple years and it was continuing to get worse. I'm one of those …

Why Am I Different Now

I know people change over time, but can it happen in an instant? Before I had my brain surgery I had hobbies. They weren't anything overly exciting. Typical things like scrapbooking, photography, genealogy and reading. I even had crazy dreams of the desire to open some type of bookstore in my area because we no …

Where To Go With This

I love reading blogs from people that know what their plan is. They are easy to follow, I know what to expect when I see they have a post. I want to do something like that, but I can't find my way. In a sense I guess I am like my title, I'm unclear. I …

No Resolutions For Me

Another new year is coming around. When I was younger I bought into New Years Resolutions. I was going to lose weight, I was going to save money, I was going to do whatever thing I hadn't been doing the year before. The older I got I realized I was never going to follow these …

The cost of Insurance

When you don't have health issues you really don't give much thought to health insurance. When I got my first full-time job I was offered all the benefits the company offered. I signed up for the health insurance and didn't pay much attention as the premiums were taken out of my paycheck. I guess the …

I ended up with Covid

First I will say, no I haven't been vaccinated. I have been on the fence about the vaccine since it first came out. I was still trying to make the decision and while doing that I was trying to be careful. I didn't get out much anyway. I went to work daily in an office, …

I Actually Mowed The Yard

A while ago I mentioned my anxiety of mowing the yard. It's been five years. The first seizure I ever had started while I was on the riding mower at my house. The second seizure I had was while I was driving my car. Somehow I was able to get back in my car, but …